kid gloves

you get none of my sweetness
the resolve it took in choosing you
none of my comfort
none of my fierceness (didn’t you know how much I was carrying?)
you get none of my softness
the strength it took to call off the wolves
none of me
just how you wanted

This > That

I wake up every day so grateful
That I love my dog more than I want to jump in front of a train 

That I want to love and be loved 
More than I want to jump in front of a train 

Because every single day I really, really 
Really want to jump in front of a train